Having margin to process & time to process & think through things is a wonderful tool for me-
Looking at repeated patterns on not favorable behavoir or circumstances I tend to push myself back into-
47 years old just lost my father & I feel the chains are broken & I am free from the broken childhood I have been trying to heal from for many years!
I will greave but right now enjoying the freedom to just be-
I realize clearly why its difficult to live in the burbs for my soul- its feels like folks getting older & with that comes a vanillia boring life of getting older & eating more- That is most likey my personal fear of growing older
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