Sunday, May 15, 2011

Something new to think about

If you had to do nothing what would you do? Regardless of circumstance or stumbling blocks.....

I have recently realized it takes years to understand what I truly like & dislike!!

Having margin to process & time to process & think through things is a wonderful tool for me-

Looking at repeated patterns on not favorable behavoir or circumstances I tend to push myself back into-

47 years old just lost my father & I feel the chains are broken & I am free from the broken childhood I have been trying to heal from for many years!

I will greave but right now enjoying the freedom to just be-

I realize clearly why its difficult to live in the burbs for my soul- its feels like folks getting older & with that comes a vanillia boring life of getting older & eating more- That is most likey my personal fear of growing older

Time is the greatest Commodity

I have thought in past years making money was the key! I found its trying to chase the wind-

But what if I built a life based on (freedom of time) unlike my father who had to continue to go to a job he disliked?

Daily he was unhappy with how he spent his time so I had somehow learned through him to be free unconsciously

If I could acomplish this huge undertaking ......What would that open up in my soul?